It's a Monday when people do not feel like working after their 'happenings' during the weekend. I woke up this morning only to get a tummy ache, not those going to toilet type. Today was a damn busy day as we went on off during the weekends and the airport's perfumes and cosmetics were selling fast, therefore need to top up the stuffs a.s.a.p .

Too busy as it got.. My vision went blurred after seeing too much numbers and worse of all. I took charge of all the major brands like MAC, ESTEE LAUDER, CHANEL, CLINIQUE and etc. Who wanna get cosmetics like these? The different models and serial numbers made me real sick. I was once under counselling, for since young, i have not had any stress(s) at all. Till one day, *i forgot what i did* i went berserk. Today was another time i went crazy, i swore to screw whoever disturbs me real hard.

I wanted to cry out loud, but did not have the courage to do so. Maybe will violate myself when i go home. It's like on television; those happy guys you see tends to hurt themselves when they are alone, but yet is another happy person when you meet him up. I am some sort of like this, till Harris discovered some don't know what symtoms in me and brought me to his psychologist friend.

I wanted to die, but there are still lots of things for me to accomplish. I don't care. I just wanted to say it's the cause of work. And all these starts from the living environment of Singapore, which i hated much.

I wanted to migrate, to somewhere in Australia, or Thailand, where i liked the most.

I wanted to get a girl, but i am shy.

I wanted to get a car on my own.

I wanted loads of money.

I wanted... it's never ending...

Okay~ Here it is, my presents from my boss.. Jealous? Or envious?


















For most people, they might think that one is the happiest on his/her birthday. But not mine.. Cause since many years back, i have been receiving greetings and wishes from this special girl in my life. She never ever missed the date cause i am a year, a month, and a day older than her. Till two years back, she stopped sending me those wishes. She had totally forgotten about me. 12AM has passed and this is the 3rd year that she had missed, wishing me a simple happy birthday. Maybe she is busy..

Wished i can stop lying to myself eh?

Psst.. i am going to tell you a secret which you might have forgotten..

It's my.. birthday today...

I am not gonna celebrate with Dick though cause i am really angry with him. For? He really lent his car to this stupid girl instead of me. I ran away from home since then. No lah, just crapping.

I am not gonna spend too much of today's time here blogging. Just wanna make you all jealous by showing you all what my boss gave me for present.

However.. It shows error uploading pictures. Maybe tomorrow i will upload again.

I will tell you what i have gotten.

1) CALVIN KLEIN's travel bag
2) RALPH LAUREN's towel
3) HUGO BOSS's BALDESSARINI perfume
4) HUGO BOSS's 'don't know what name' ball-shaped perfume
5) ELIZABETH ARDEN's SUNFLOWERS perfume
6) ELIZABETH ARDEN's GREEN TEA perfume
7) BURBERRY's LIGHT perfume
8) YSL's eyeshadow
9) LANCOME's cosmetic travel bag
10) HUGO BOSS's AMERICAN BAR's artistry of mixing drinks booklet
11) ESCADA's cosmetic bag

WHAT? I don't use cosmetics. But since my boss knows i have no girlfriends, he gave me some cosmetic to 'cheat' girls. As if it really would happen. -_-''

Anyway, I am going out soon. No time to update ya. Hope to be able to upload the pictures soon.

I was on off today, therefore had the time to vent a lil' bit of frustrations here.

A few weeks back, i, together with 2 of my friends went to Bishan Junction 8, to meet up Grace. When we reached there, we couldn't find any parking lots, therefore decided to use the cashcard parking system in the shopping centre itself. But when we wanted to enter, the security guard stopped us and said we were only allowed to park along the roadside? What the fuck he meant by 'parking along the roadside'? Are we allowed so? Now i have money to park in the centre, but i ain't allowed to do so.. -_-''

Desperate to find a lot, we parked there since they were many vehicles parking there too. After we went into the shopping centre to find Grace, we came out to have a smoke break. While smoking, a Police patrol car came and took down our particulars, mentioning the vehicles parked alongside the road had been fined. I enquired about my plate number and she said i had been fined. I plead with the lady officer and she said she would waived away the fine if i moved my vehicle away immediatedly. I did, of course.

Felt so glad that i managed to save up some 'parking fines'.

YET!!! Just last week, a Traffic Police letter came, stating i was fined $70 for parking alongside the road. The lady officer 'muttoned' me. I felt cheated and wanted to appeal, but lazy to do so. All i wanted to say was that, the management should not cheat me to park there. I am a customer to them, and deserve a parking lot to park my vehicle. I am willing to pay for the parking fees. But why 'force' me to park at the roadside when i didn't want? And that the lady officer's words were not trustworthy. She ain't fit to be an officer when she lied. Police aren't allowed to to wrong things, including lying.

Disappointed that one of Singapore's most popular shopping centre, ganged up with the Police to 'cheat' money out of innocent drivers. And yet, celebrities were always there, promoting their albums and etc. i paid the fine anyway. And sweared not to go there in future. Stupid management..

Wow..

I am so very sorry for the lack in updating.. It had been a real busy week as the DFS was having promotions and we had to work till 9 pm everyday. The orders were real big and i needed to get glasses soon. Let's not talk about work. How about birthdays?

I was at malaysia to meet my friends there and guess what? They remembered my birthday and wanted to celebrate it. So they lied about going to this certain place in 'Sentosa' (J.B) and when i reached there, all decorations were done up and i went, 'GEEEE, Thanks'. Although the actual birthday was next friday, i felt good afterall as i will be celebrating together with Dick, thus no time to spend with others.




















This is not Olinda's brother's birthday cake, but it's mine as they know me by my chinese name.





















A simple, but greatly appreciated decoration





















Creamy, coffee-flavoured cake. Never expect they all to 'sabotage' me.





















The different types of beverages for the party, there were loads of good foods too. But i didn't bother to take pictures of them





















OH MY GOD.. Did you see those candles? HAHA. I went crazy when i saw that as i had never seen people using such big candles on cakes. Perfect size for girls with xxx needs. 'oops' =X (The smallest candles in it is the 'big' candle that represents 10 years of age in Singapore.)


And the remaining pictures of me getting sabotaged, my friends, were in the other camera. Will try uploading soon after i get them. I can't wait to go to work next week, they are giving away goodies bags with more than 20 items inside. And that all the salesgirls were coming to check stocks. I heard they are all single, available, pretty and yet, horny. Come on, i am a guy. If you says i am desperate and perverted. Well, I AM~ =P

Felt very happy after i saw what Xiaxue did for her blog..It's just so God-damned beautiful that i didn't know which word to use, to describe it.




















IT'S GREAT AIN"T IT?
She had got the best entry ever since 2003 and i love this entry on 14/10/2005 that i did something lamers do.. Forgive me, it's just so irresistable.





















Look here, i am 2nd and 3rd in the tag board. Which is quite hard to achieve. I was first initially, but some problems with the webpage caused me to be in the 2nd and 3rd placing. No prizes though. Glad she did this kinda stuffs that attracted not only me, but many others too.



Sorry for not posting the picture i promised last week as i am too lazy to go and specially take the stupid Arabic wordings pictures.. AND DON'T EVER FORGET .. WWW.XIAXUE.BLOGSPOT.COM!!

It's been boring online.. I watch movies all the time while my computer is on..Till i discovered a website which you might want to play if you are bored like me. Remember this first, you play on your own accord. So if you get bored, don't ever screw me for introducing this game. For me, i play cause i wanted to get a score higher than my best one..This picture shows how far i went, but my best record was a-bit further than this..























So try it now if you ever want @ http://n.ethz.ch/student/mkos/pinguin.swf

I need nothing..Nothing at all. Friends, and Foes..

I got converted into a company's staff and people gets jealous easily, at an amazing speed too. Take for example i wore the staff's shirt to work on Monday, 'good' friend got really jealous and tried proving he can work better than me, but failed as he is an MC king. I tried being humble, but jealousy has taken over his mind and he is now a jealous devil. He tried to sabotage me in front of the manager. But as the manager knows how i worked, he didn't really bother about him as he don't quite like the guy too. Be smart, not 'act' smart. Well, I don't mind losing one of this kinda friend. I don't really need so many friends by the way, a few good ones will be enough.

My eyes went one big and one small today, due to lack of sleep i suppose. Was tired and felt sick the whole day, and got invited to a dinner by one of my 'once' very good friends. It was his birthday.. I went in spite of being sick, as he promised to give me a ride since i couldn't really concentrate on the road due to my eyes.

I took another friend's vehicle anyway, as he was leaving for home early. And i wanted to get home to talk to Dick too. Time is running fast and we need to get close now in case he gets murdered in Australia and i will miss the chance. =X

Conflicts started..

Friend: Go screw with a dog, troublesome to send you home.

Me: @#@%$&%^&(&) ( Since i have gotten enough of their craps)

If i weren't sick and tired, i guess you would see me on the news headlines tomorrow morning..

GUY, 20+ , KILLS, USING A PENKNIFE..

(I carry a penknife wherever i went, due to work)

So i say, if you would give me a choice to choose what i really want in life. It's gonna be family, money and love. Is that enough?

True enough~! The pair of old couple who had an accident, lost each other. I went past the accident area today and was disappointed to see the sign board stating 'FATAL ACCIDENT', looking for witnesses. The LORD still took one of them away.i do not know who is the unlucky one, but it should be the female. Girls are more fragile and they are not as strong-willed as guys.

I tried calling the hotline to be the witness, and to screw them. Yet it's really a HOTline. Always engaged. How do you want people to help? If they must wait.. I think i better not call. For who am i gonna help if i call? Both party are not at wrong. It's the stupid red light camera and the slippery, uneven road that caused such tragedy. No point telling them that, for they won't care. And that i volunteered to be a witness on the spot on that day. But they say 'no need' . I won't care about this matter anymore.

* I kept thinking of Julianna

I didn't know what i did last night..

i was found sleeping naked in the toilet at 6am this morning!! How embarrassing!!
Me, Ken and Philip had planned to go to a pub to drink earlier on. But plans were changed and we proceeded to Shin 8 at Boat Quay to join some of our friends.

As soon as we reached there, we ordered some beer and i drank 3 mugs in a shot. At the same time, i saw a girl, someone i knew and had secretly liked her before in 1998. Actually we meet up on every Chinese New Year and special occasions where all of us gather for some drinks or food. Upon seeing her last night, the feeling came back and i wanted to make her mine..Gosh. She had a boyfriend. :(

As my friends and I were all singles, we drank and drank and drank to 'celebrate' being free. But deep inside we do know that we are 'sad' and 'lonely'.

Shin 8 is previously named BUZZ. The very first pub i went when i was underaged, 14.
Boat quay has lost all it's 'glamours'.. It used to be quite fun to go there during weekends. Watching gang fights, waiters,waitresses pulling you into their pubs to drink etc etc. Now the lane has turned into some Indian, Thai cuisines blah blah.

So very moodless now. The weekends past fast. Don't feel like going to work. Anyway, me and Dick's birthday is coming and i received a present yesterday. I didn't know who sent it. But it was quite an expensive present consisting of a gold chain and a golden key pendant. Thanks very much for it costs you double the things you got to buy for a pair of twins.

I've got good news today..For myself of course~. I received a letter confirming my application to join the company. It says 'Welcome to the big family', which ensured me that i am employed. Getting a job is difficult in Singapore nowadays, not to say a job that i like~. It's my first full time job as i have been working part time jobs for 5 years, which in between i worked for the Armed Forces for 2 years, my longest career.

Well..Had been listening to Fm 98.7, and got a good news today. Infamous blogger, Sarong Party Girl has been invited for an interview tomorrow morning. YES! Tomorrow morning with 'THE MUTTONS'. I am not sure about the airing time, but it is supposed to be around 8 plus in the morning. Tune in to listen to what she has to say about her nude pictures and her blogs. I prefer Xiaxue though as i really can't understand what Sarong party girl is trying to say in her blog. All i know is Ang mohs, caucasians, and more Ang mohs.

Another good news is the SUBARU challenge is up again. To win 2 Impreza TS, simply call up FM 98.7's hotline and say the password, which is 'VROOM' . Quite stupid actually, but who cares? As long as we win the cars. Yes! You'll need a partner this time to play along. Nobody is willing to be my partner~ And i am lazy to call up the hotline and shout 'Vroom'..

Talking about FM 98.7, the 'MUTTONS' really do make me laugh. The way they sing their own edited songs, the way they wake people up, the way they talk and etc. Jamie Yeo is lucky to be in this station of funny guys. =D i love Jamie by the way.

And hmm, i shall try blogging about my finds at my company. Which is quite 'related' to terrorists..But wait till i get the pictures to show you all. Remember about tomorrow's Sarong Party Girl and the SUBARU challenge. You might just walk away with two cars, and sell me one for a cheap price..GEEE

It's been a long time since i updated? Been really bored and busy, lazy to update after work, and nothing's actually happening. I went to Ann's chalet last Saturday night and didn't really knew anyone there. The only people i knew were from my primary school, 2 of them.. Now you might be able to imagine how quiet we were when we reached there, for we don't like talking.

Alice: Hey you are getting fatter and fatter!

Me: I know i am bigger sized compared to primary school time. But people did ask me how i trained my muscles. Meaning i am not fat to guys, only you girls said that i am fat..

Alice: You are FAT!

Me: ...... -_-'

* I am only fat in the tummy, other than that, i think i have quite a 'nice' figure ba?

Never mind about my figure, none of your business anyway.

I have a new hobby now. Whenever i am online, i will keep refreshing Jane's blog to read the tags, which is very interesting to me, as her friends' messages are funny, and that it updates fast, really FAST.

Guess what? Jane said in her tag board that she visits my blog. Only that i don't update often, and she took only 1/2 hour to finish reading all her friends' blogs. How sad for someone who blogs so much. *Jane blogs at least 1-2, sometimes 3 times a day.

Here i am to update lo? Boring entry compared to yours.. Don't mind. And Sembawang is not really that bad? It's because you don't know some fun places in Sembawang? Those nice places are usually 'hidden' in the inside of Sembawang. Only those living in Yishun , Sembawang might know more about them. =D

Jane here, Jane there.. I am falling for her ah? HAHA. It would be good to have such girlfriend, but we are of different worlds, and she is so faithful to Andi. =( Where to find such a girl nowadays?

I also discovered that this blog is lacking in pictures' displays. It might be because as a 'gangster-like' person, I can't possibly take out my camera and snap pictures every now and then. It's not my style, though i wanted to take those pictures!

Let's just wait till Dick got some pictures and allow me to blog about his everyday's things. He's leaving for Australia soon. I don't miss him at all. I just wanted his car. But..i've got inside informations saying he is gonna lend the car to a girl, rather than me. What a bro~

Things were great for me today as working time passed fast. I met up with Elden as he wanted to buy a bike and needed my advice since I had one of the bikes that he wanted. We went from Ang Mo Kio to Serangoon, then to Yishun, my bike shop. Price was still too high for him as he wanted to get cheaper insurance coverage, which was rejected by my shop..

After the ‘bike shopping’, we wanted to proceed to the nearby café for a drink and discuss about the bike. As soon as we went to the main road, we decided to exchange our bikes since he wanted to get a feel of the power. Just as soon we wanted to move off, an accident happened almost immediatedly..

An old couple on a bike, skidded and crashed into the underneath of a pick up..
-_-'' .. I was almost shocked and wanted to go off as I thought its was a minor crash and the passengers were youngsters. BUT IT WAS A POOR OLD COUPLE!!!

I rushed as fast as I could to help and the old man got up and told me.

'Young man, my left arm has broke off..'

I was traumatized!! Seeing his wife, lying on the ground, motionless and mumbling. What’s worse, her head was bleeding and blood was gushing out from her ears. I stood there like an idiot, not knowing what to do. Passer-bys were calling the Police and the Civil Defence. AND SCREW THEM. Fancy taking their own sweet time while the victims were struggling. It’s only after a passer-by got on his bike and went to the CD’s HQ, which is only a few metres away from the scene, FUCKED them and they hurried a little..

After they carried the old couples up the ambulance, only 10 mins later did the Traffic Police arrived, and took a long round-about to reach us , when he could just turn right to the scene. Stupid Police!!!

After the TP arrived, he got off in a very ‘gay’ manner and I noticed something very very gross..He was wearing a pair of PURPLE COLOURED JEANS!!! Is that a part of the TP’s uniform? Are they allowed to wear so?

I am so pissed off now, and wondering if the old lady could make it.. All I remember now is the broken arm of the old man, which can be easily seen as his bone is ‘poking’ out.. And the blood gushing out of the lady’s ears. GOD BLESS!!

And for the TP and CD, you will very soon get a letter from me. It’s all about your ‘efficiency’ on doing things. And did I mentioned that I got scolded by a medic for obstructing his way, when I am not? Please be more polite, ‘Excuse me’ isn’t a hard word to pronounce! Fuck my day.. Sad..Where am I gonna find the mood to go to the chalet later on?