I guess I was too confident of getting the NATAS award. Too confident till I really feel the pain of losing it. I've lost it. I have lost Reese, my opportunity and my chance. A once so colourful world seems to turn dark in just a splitting second. All's left is just her shadow, leaving for good and never to return. My plight so pathetic that I guess even Tiger Woods will feel sad for me too.















Why give me hope when there is none? i hate losing, but I'm losing.